why i love this phase of my life

if you are anything like me, then you’ll know the excitement and anticipation that came with your eighteenth birthday. you know all that i-am-going-to-be-an-adult-and-i-can-do-whatever-i-please kind of thought. and if your life is anything like mine, you must have come to a rude awakening when you realized growing up and being adult is the worst thing that could ever happen to anyone. the only part about … Continue reading why i love this phase of my life

this life…the feminine way…

some will tell you… nourish your mind speak fluent English read avidly be good at something have stuff that keeps you busy walk gracefully hold your head high maintain eye contact say something witty pay for your meals don’t drink yourself silly and others still… lose a little weight tone that skin paint those lips flash that smile flip that hair bat those eyelids throw … Continue reading this life…the feminine way…

cry..

so before you guys get all judgmental, i am going to defend myself, or this post. first, i am posting something emotional for a change. second, i love Jason walker. which is strange, because i don’t even know how he looks like, which is more strange, because there is Google. but most importantly, this song is more than just lyrics and emotion for me. its … Continue reading cry..

Days like these

Days like these feel wreckedExpectations not metHopes crushedEyes welling upStaring up at pregnant cloudsImpatient to birth their share of anguishRegardless of the raining anger inside. Days like these feel stupidThe voices of reason we ignoredThe jerks we hoped would keep their wordThe fantasies that kept us awakeDreams we knew wouldn’t come trueTired eyesIs it sleep or tears? Days like these feel unappreciatedEmotions loaned to unworthy … Continue reading Days like these

who we are

We speak in hushed voices So as not wake our memories Of the people we’ve become And the virtues we’ve lost Whispers of the roads not taken Regrets of the ones travelled Ghosts of the lives we’ve destroyed. We tread in caution Dreadfully avoiding previous paths Fearfully calculating our every move Forging into an unknown future Struggling to forget our past Doomed as we are … Continue reading who we are

here we go…

I have been scratching, tossing and turning, trying to come up with the perfect first blog entry. You would imagine that I have remembered some experiences; both good and bad so I thought I’d share with you a little of those. The ones that made me see things from a different perspective. The ones that inevitably shaped me into the person I am. Plus, it’s … Continue reading here we go…